On the way to work today I was listening to Howard when a caller called in to tell them that they had found the dead body of Carlie Brucia the 11 year old girl who was abducted recently. I got sick to my stomach just hearing that and thinking what if that were on of my kids, what would I be going through right now. Her family and friends, I can't even imagine the pain they are feeling right now. I couldn't help but wonder What kind of fucking sick world I am raising my children in. A world where children are abducted and raped and killed, a world where fanatics fly airplanes into buildings killing thousands of innocent people. A world where a cop killer is up for parole and could possibly walk amoungst us. There are so many things about this world that I just can't stomach. In my family I am the calm one, the one who does't get mad at my family members or hold grudges. Someone in my family asked me once "how come you are so laid back like nothing bothers you". I told them, " Because I hold the people that I love very close to my heart and any problem we could be having is very trivial in the grand sceme of things. I cherish every moment with the people I love because they might not be there tomorrow. I'm not going to distance myself from someone I love because of some stupid opinion or argument. It's just not worth it." I know people for whatever reason had a stupid argument about something and now they don't talk to eachother. Fucking grow up. How would you feel if that person was in the world trade center that day?
The other guys in my band are all brothers and about 15 years ago their cousin who was 17 at the time was on a date with someone. This someone ended up raping her and choking her with his belt until she was unconcious and then raping her again and again. Then he took her into the woods and stomped on her head so that it would be hard to identify her. I went to all the court dates for this fucking scumbag. Do you know this guy only got like 25 years to life! It make me fucking ill. Gary Mayron's name is burned in my memory forever as the fucking monster who killed my best friends cousin when she was 17. That mother fucker should be burning in hell right along side the sick fuck that killed Carlie Brucia.
I love the world I live in but I hate it just as much.
Later, ROB
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Disclaimer: Reading this could bring a smile to your face, Then again it could bore you to the point of drooling in your lap. Hey I never said I was Ernest Hemmingway....Did I spell that correctly?