It's Friday and it's pretty late and I can't sleep. I've been thinking about my life( as it is now) all day. Should I have done something different? Have I been a good person so far? What does my future look like? Is this the high point in my life?.......Well....If I knew the answers to all of these questions I would'nt be writing this shit right now. I took myself back to when I was twenty. I can remember knowing exactly what my future would be like. Then I compared that to what Life is like now. It really depressed me for awhile. Nothing and I mean absolutely nothing has worked out as I thought it would. My life now is totally opposite from what I thought it would be. I have Three kids.......THREE!!! What the Fuck. When I was twenty I did'nt even like kids. I'm married! When I was twenty I thought I'd be dating my fifth ir sixth model by now. I thought I would have had at least one platinum record with my face on it hanging in the jungle room in my house.(Thanks Elvis). But none of that shit is reality fo me. i have busted my fucking ass to get all of those things and I have none of them. Then I thought a little more about what I have. I have a wife that loves me and with all of our flaws we still find a way to be happy with eachother. I don't have a platinum record with my face on it but I do have the memory of getting a standing ovation at the continental airlines arena from 15,000 plus people.(and not just a standing ovation,they wre stomping on the floor and shit!)And as far as the kids go. I can't imagine my life without them in it. I've only been a father for three and a half years and I can't seem to picture a day without them in it. It's really hard not to feel them in every memory somehow. (A very hard feeling to explain). So I guess what I'm saying is that my life is grand in the grandest sense of the word. Sure life could be a lot different but now I'm not sure if I want it to be. ...(sudennly deep in thought)...........Aw! Who Am I kiddin'? Bring on the booze and the girls with the big Tits!
Later,ROB
P.S. Happy Easter Every one!
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Disclaimer: Reading this could bring a smile to your face, Then again it could bore you to the point of drooling in your lap. Hey I never said I was Ernest Hemmingway....Did I spell that correctly?