I'm Back Baby!
2005-03-29 || 7:27 p.m.

I'm Back Baby!
Well the past two weeks or so have been totally fucked up as far as work and home and kids being sick and other shit that I don't really want to relive at this point. Not to mention that I am or was as sick as a fucking dog. I feel a bit better today. I came on to write all about what was going on and diaryland was all fucked up. I just didn't have the time or patience to deal with that shit so I have avoided writing anything down in the past two weeks. I have been reading everyones entries though. Have to send a congrats to my jersey girl. Good luck my dear. I hope you have many happy years together.
Anyway , I have so much shit to unload. For instance, My job is really bugging me. I bust my ass for this company and the company did better this past year then it ever has done. But when it comes to asking for more money( which lets face it, Why the fuck would I spend so much time in a place if I didn't plan on making more money) they look at you like you just fucked their wives or something. It's like they're thinking "I wonder why he thinks he needs more money". Well could it be that it's the peolple like me that are responsible for making you're lazy asses rich. Now give me what I deserve you scumbags. It's stuff like this that has been really bothering me lately. And my health issues have really put things in perspective for me. I really have to start watching what I put into my body. In actuality I have the body of an eighteen year old guy. Wait til the poor fucker finds out what I did to it! Ha Ha! I decided that I need to be sure that I'll be around to see my kids grow up so I am on a diet and about to slowly work in an exersize program. I used to jog five miles a day. I never missed a day. Then I got married and I only did it a couple times a week. Now I have three kids and I can't remeber the last time I went. My oldest is four so it's probably close to four years since I last Jogged or worked out for that matter. Besides jogging I used to lift weights three or four times a week. I was in pretty good shape back in the day. Now I look like I ate my former self and washed me down with a few pints. I took some pictures that are intended to be before pictures but I don't have the balls to post them anywhere yet. I'll get in some sort of shape that resembles a human being before I post them. Then It won't be so bad.
O.K. Complaining for this evening is officialy over.
On a lighter note, The wife and I had some really nice relations yesterday. I called in sick because when I woke up I was so fucking out of it. I slept in all morning. I woke up at about 11:30 with a rager. So the wife and I agreed to "Take a Nap" when the kids took their nap. So that's just what we did. Only we didn't sleep if you know what I mean. It was really good. I love when she is as horny as I am. Now I know that a relationship is not based on sex alone but when you get the chance to actually have sex as little as we do it really tightens that bond. You start to forget what it feels like to hold eachother in the throws of passion. That's a great fucking feeling as I'm sure you all know. So when we get an oppurtunity like that it sort of starts things up again for a little while.
Well, I have so many more things to write about but at this point I'm really tired. The cold is still kicking my ass a bit so I will continue this another day.
Later,ROB